Make Today Count

Hello beauties!

Just was on the elliptical for an hour, burnt 655 calories and went 6.00 miles! Proud of it. I'm also almost 14 hours into my 60 hour 0 calorie fast.

Weighing in on Friday. Not excited, but I gotta do it.

I'll check in on Wednesday!

Love you all.

~Marie~

Was Forced To Eat

Update: My fast restarted an hour and 15 minutes ago. I will be going 120 hours. I was forced to eat dinner by my mom and purged about half of it. Since I couldn't purge it all, I took lax. I am not looking forward to the cramps in the morning, but I know I deserve the pain.

My fast will now be ending at 10pm PST on Friday. =] This fast should be easier because I will not be forced to eat since my mom and I won't be home at the same time most of the time.

~Marie~

Update

Hello lovelies!

So sorry for taking so long to post again.

I made it to 50 our of 100 hrs of a fast and to celebrate I smoked 3 small hits of weed. Then I went to my kitchen to smoke hookah and that's when shit went down hill fast. My heart started racing, my eyes went blurry, and then I fell down while standing and hit my head twice. I had to call my mom and then was forced to eat. =/

But now I'm starting a new 100 hour fast. I am determined. My fast will end on Wednesday at 10 pm PST. I doubt I will eat that night though so it will go over 100 hours. I have to make this happen. I am more determined then ever. I need new workout shoes and I won't let myself get them until I fast for at least 100 hours straight with 0 calories. I will update my weight on Monday and let you know how fat I truly am still.

Oh and my body is now rejecting food, which I think is good and bad. After I eat anything my body starts too hurt everywhere and my body tries to purge without me even thinking about it at first. My solution is to not eat.

Well that's an update on my life.

I can't wait to update you with how I am doing.

~Marie~

Excited for Spring!

Hello lovelies!

So I am going back to school and I am very excited! My classes will only be two days a week from 5:30 to 10:15 pm. I am also going to go back to a temporary job for summer relatively soon. That would mean that I will have two jobs and school. I will have time only to workout and study. I'm so happy.

I start April 2nd at school. I will lose weight by then. =]


Talk to you all soon!

~Marie~