Update

Hello lovelies!

So sorry for taking so long to post again.

I made it to 50 our of 100 hrs of a fast and to celebrate I smoked 3 small hits of weed. Then I went to my kitchen to smoke hookah and that's when shit went down hill fast. My heart started racing, my eyes went blurry, and then I fell down while standing and hit my head twice. I had to call my mom and then was forced to eat. =/

But now I'm starting a new 100 hour fast. I am determined. My fast will end on Wednesday at 10 pm PST. I doubt I will eat that night though so it will go over 100 hours. I have to make this happen. I am more determined then ever. I need new workout shoes and I won't let myself get them until I fast for at least 100 hours straight with 0 calories. I will update my weight on Monday and let you know how fat I truly am still.

Oh and my body is now rejecting food, which I think is good and bad. After I eat anything my body starts too hurt everywhere and my body tries to purge without me even thinking about it at first. My solution is to not eat.

Well that's an update on my life.

I can't wait to update you with how I am doing.

~Marie~