This is my first time blogging! But don't worry. I won't post pointless stuff. I'll update you on m journey with an eating disorder and post tips, tricks, thinspo, stories, and whatever else I can think of related to eating disorders. I will post thinspo or an inspirational quote at the bottom of every blog post. =]
I do not endorse others to start having an eating disorder or trying to become anorexic or bulimic. Eating disorders are not a diet, they are a lifestyle brought on psychologically.
For those of you that already are living with an eating disorder, hello, you are not alone. It may feel that way, but you have many others like you.
I will be adding more pages to this blog, including thinspo, Ana and Mia stories, and quotes/motivational sentiments.
A little about myself: I will be going as Marie, my middle name, and I am turning 20 years old on February 11th. My current weight is about 140 pounds. I say around because I am afraid to weigh myself. I will be weighing myself tomorrow and let you all know what the awful news is. I am only 5 feet 1 inch tall, which puts me at a BMI of 26.5, classifying me as overweight.
I have been living with EDNOS since I was fourteen years old. I got down to 103 pounds at one point and I long to be that weight again. I also was a cutter and I have scars all over the calves of my legs. I cut my legs instead of my arms because I was in ballet until two years ago when I went to college, tried to recover from EDNOS,and became fat. Now I am giving my life back to "Ana" or anorexia. I was so much happier when I had the disorder in my life and it never truly left, I just covered it up with food. I'm ready to be skinny and happy. I'm ready to give my life back to my eating disorder.
Stay Strong!
~Marie~
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