Today is my birthday! I'm 20 now! It doesn't feel like much of a celebration. If i was my goal weight, I would be happier.
I woke up late, so I have to work out after all the stuff I'm doing today is done. Unfortunately, that includes lunch with my mom. =/ I hate going to eat, I never know how many calories are in the food and it TERRIFIES me!
Food is such an enemy now that when I dream, it is of food. I cry in my dreams because I know how awful food is for you! I just wish I could somehow skip the lunch today! =/
Well stay strong!
~Marie~
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