New Day

My fast lasted 48 hours. I was forced to eat a roll last night by my friend since I became dizzy.

I hate it and feel like I have failed. No eating again today.

I also made a twitter account the other day @inanasarms is my name and you are welcome to follow me.

I just want to be thin, happy, and perfect. I am scared to eat and when I sleep I dream of food. It makes me cry and feel ashamed. I wake up crying. I hate it. I wish my dreams were dreams of being thin instead the nightmares of eating. When I wake up I always have to weight myself, in fear that I actually did eat.

Sorry for failing. I won't fail today!

Love you all. Stay Strong!

~Marie~

Thin is good. Thin is great. Don't eat that food on your plate!